I’ve been having a really strange dream lately. I’m not sure how many times I’ve had it, but I must have had it at least twice, because last night, it felt familiar, and therefore, even more disturbing.

The basic outline of the dream is this: I’m back at Berkeley, and I realize that I have finals coming up. I’m doing well in all of my classes except one, because I have not attended it all semester. I need this class to graduate. It might me a math class. The dream repeats the psychosis of knowing I can’t pass and will not graduate, over and over again. Throughout, I try to think of ways to pass the class, knowing that none of them will work. The dream itself is more like a series of emotions, including panic and paranoia and shame.

I can’t figure out what it means.

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  1. Tension and fear of faliure about life in general.Berkely represents the most recent
    greatest acheivement.After all the hard work and dedication you put in.
    Right now you might be at that stage of a “cacoon”.waiting… for the harvest.
    Even though this waiting period can be very stressfull, you can be assured that the out come would be breathtaking, even more than you expected.you have toiled and planted the seeds,sit back relax,a beutiful butterfly 'will' fly out of that cacoon.Give your self a pat on the back,and while you wait… don't forget to treat your self with a smile 🙂

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