This is really fucking bad

I woke up this morning with a horrible pain in my lower back. Something tells me this has something to do with the pain I experienced a couple of weeks back when I was waking up and tried to turn over from my right side onto my back, and felt an intense pain below my left shoulder blade. I couldn’t breathe without pain that day. But the next day it was better, if only slightly sore.

Who knew you could hurt yourself in your sleep?
Today I woke up and everything hurt. My entire lower back is fucked. The pain is so bad I feel naseous and almost threw up a couple of times. I ended up doing some ridiculous back stretches against a building at the bus stop, and that helped somewhat, but only for a little bit. The pain is in my front too, probably because my obliques and Transversus Abdominus muscle are messed up. This really is no fun. I had to skip class, but then I had to go and tutor someone in Russian translation, and that sucked, apart from the fact that she’s an older woman who seems to be interested in me, and apparently knows my family. Creepy and flattering at the same time. She’s 38. I know her brother. This is creepy.

I took some ibuprofen just now, and I’m going to bed really early because I fell asleep around 3:00am last night, after being texted by my stupid friend. I need to start working out to strengthen my core so my back doesn’t get fucked up so often. I wish I could see a chiropractor…so expensive.

J hasn’t called me back today, which makes me a bit sad. But it’s ok. I’ll get over it and she will probably call tomorrow, at which point I’ll be ecstatic.